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🐾 ([personal profile] cluedin) wrote2020-04-05 09:58 am

TL;CR MEME



TL;CR MEME

1. Comment with your character.
2. Receive comments from others.
3. Reply to their comments with long ballads and explanations of your characters' relationship throughout the game.
4. Suffer as we have suffered over your CR.
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[personal profile] hamaoned 2020-04-10 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
DAZAI….

okay so dazai was the roommate that ken liked in the first place over ayabe because he didn’t baby him. dazai was just weird and weird was fine. dazai being weird was just about dealing with personalities at that point and he can do that easy enough. though, at the same time, he could never get a good read on dazai and that left ken kind of wondering how he should interact with him… which also meant that ken ended up being a lot of “well I guess this is just how it’s going to be” and “just dazai doing dazai things”. which then kind of lead to ken being indifferent towards everyone… or as i like to put it: ken was nice and friendly enough for it be an amicable relationship but being friends was…something he would hesitate on.

of course, all of that changed when trial (that I wasn’t there for) happened and dazai ended up murdering and ken got to sit in with the pow-wow, which he felt kind of awkward being there since he wasn’t as close as ayabe or chuuya (at least that’s how he felt). still, it doesn’t change any bit of what ken said because he has never told a lie in this entire game and shame on anyone who would think that ken would lie!!! …he just tells half-truths. It’s not a lie; it’s just not the entire truth. Nods. either way!! dazai being dead made ken realize that he should do more to help/be considerate of his roommates…

in a way, when dazai died, ken felt like he should be friends with ayabe (especially when he learned his angst), so thanks for that dazai??? but he was still glad to write to dazai and especially glad to see him back for the final week. ken found it like a mixed blessing that he could have time to really be earnest towards dazai.

…then he witnessed the “what is this even” between him, chuuya, and ayabe and ken felt as though he has lived an extraordinary long life. regardless!!! dazai is friend and i need to tag back on end game. u_u