brokethefirst: (⚙ you play the victim perfectly)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
[As long as they don't pull an Akechi and call her an imbecile, this is perfectly fine! Being questioned about what she can and cannot do isn't exactly new, anyway.]

To an extent, yes, in the... in the medical sense. My personal ability to parse something like emotion is a little different, I suppose, but...

There's a lot of it that's a mystery, I think. You can't always explain why you're happy, or sad, or angry. It's just... a part of you. It just happens.
brokethefirst: (⚙ so now this room's all staged)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
So like... a concept, perhaps. Generally speaking.

[Mm. She thinks she gets it, but...]

Would it be like, um... theories of the existence of a fourth dimension, perhaps? One could possibly argue that it exists, but with humanity's limited ability to view things in a three dimensional plane, there's no logical way to explain a fourth dimension, to see it, or to apply concepts in a way that our mind could understand... if it existed, even if we were aware of it, we would have no real way of viewing it outside the scope of our own experience.

Would... you consider that metaphysical?
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
I see. So... it's not going to be as much of a matter as constructing something with what we already have, then. [Brilith's not gonna like hearing that, but Brilith can survive.

...]


Um... may I... ask a question of you?
brokethefirst: (⚙ you play the victim perfectly)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Phoenix had mentioned that you and this place... whatever it is that controls this house... you two are intermingled, correct?

If... we're able to speak to you like this as a separate being, is... is there a chance we can do the same with the other entity of the house?
brokethefirst: (☾ sturdy and true)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I, um... don't think it would do any good trying to convince it of anything, at this point, but... I just want to know. What it is, and what it wants, and why... why it involves you so much. I... I think it might be important.

...

Is... that not a wise idea?
brokethefirst: (☼ be careful child)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
...

Could I ask why?
brokethefirst: (☾ they can carry me)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
With all due respect... are... are you sure that's the only reason why?

If... if it's just a matter of deception, I... would still like to try to understand. I know you say we have time, but...
brokethefirst: (☼ happiness was just outside my window)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
...

Is there any chance it could still be worth it to try?

So many people have already died, I-I...

I'll... accept if there are consequences.
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
It is. Human beings have to have something to inwardly guide them. Something else metaphysical, I guess. Otherwise... I don't know if you could call that truly living, could you?

To live without any sort of will would be an empty, lonely existence.
brokethefirst: (⚙ you play the victim perfectly)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Sometimes being a machine from a really mindbending canon really helps you get things.]

Yes... it may work a little differently, but if something has a desire to live, and to keep living, then... I think that would be what counted.
brokethefirst: (☼ a lot like gone for good)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
R-right.

I... um... I do want to ask if there's anything we can do to protect ourselves. Even if isn't for me, I...

I want to make sure those who choose to be with me don't have to suffer. As best as I can.
brokethefirst: (⚙ they fed you that bad seed)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah. Something about that makes her eyes flicker to the ground.]

There's... really nothing else I can do for them?
brokethefirst: (⚙ you play the victim perfectly)

ty just throwing death flags left and right like weewooweewoo turn back u idiots

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-23 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[She'll just give a quiet nod. Sorry, ghost alien dad. :(]

Okay. Would you allow me to speak to you again, once I've made my choice?

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