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I am not certain.

[ there's an honesty there, and their third eye stays closed for a bit ]

There have been many losses already. I would like to avoid more.

...I would, too. But I don't think many of the others are going to prepare for that possibility.

[he's usually ready for things to go wrong, though, so- he's just going to keep doing that.]

-speaking of losses. [because do you ever forget you literally discussed asking something ic! i did!] Young master Akira and I- well, he mentioned master Wright worked for you-? We... wondered if you'd be able to confirm whether losing him means... we've lost the help he was able to provide for good.

[nie huaisang assumes so, because again, he's the type to expect that sort of thing-- but if he's wrong, it'd be nice to be able to tell akira so, in this case.]

[ they blink all three eyes. they seem to be thinking on how to word it... ]

Help is never truly lost.

...cryptic, but at least a little reassuring.

[a slight shake of his head, there. it's something.]

I have the feeling we'll need it.

[ oh. they look at nhs and tug their bangs over their third eye a bit ]

The girls are better with guests.

[ ...sorry... ]

Ah- no, I didn't mean it like...

[he falters a little bit there, frowning a little as they tug their bangs into place.]

I'm sure you're- not really in a position to speak too freely! Not a bad sort of cryptic, exactly--

[please he's not the best at this]

[ this is a feedback loop of awkward and blue raises their hands slowly, like they're not sure what to do to calm nhs down ]

Not... upset? [ its what they nhs thinks is happening? ] People are... difficult.

[ for them, anyway. ]

...they can be. I'm used to dealing with them in very different ways than I've had to here, so I- suppose I can understand, somewhat...

[not entirely because (gestures at like, blue's everything whereas he's human) but you know.]

[ they nod, satisfied. ]

But you have made connections.

[ they seem pleased with that? fwiendship ]

-a couple of them.

[he fans himself, idly- it's more like he just needs something to do with his hands.]

It's... well, I suppose there's at least one good thing in all this.

People... can find good even in the bleakest situation. It is interesting. [ they clearly don't mean this to sound condescending but. it still kinda does. ]

Do you have trouble with that?

[fortunately nhs is super used to people sounding condescending and just. ignoring it.]

[ they tilt their head back, thinking about it ]

With connections. Not with seeing the good.

[ because they have to be optimistic, to be willing to keep doing this after. this long. ]

To be honest, I think I'd have given up on all this long before reaching this point, in your place.

[he shrugs one shoulder, there.]

So you really must be doing something right, when it comes to seeing good in things.

Time is different. I am not human. I have more... patience.

[ and a lot of spite and stubbornness, but they don't say that. ]

Patience alone isn't enough to deal with-- all of this.

[a little wave of his free hand, there.]

I might be human, but I do know it still takes more than that to keep one going. Cultivators tend to live longer than your average person too.

[ they hesitate... and smile a little, looking away. ]

The girls say I am stubborn. And foolish. [ they sound fond as they say it, though? ] There is... anger, as well.

[they get a smile out of him in return, there.]

...it's a good motivator, I think.

[he'd know, he more or less functioned on spite for (checks wrist) a decade.]

It just takes a certain type to be able to use it as fuel, rather than being burned out by it.

A type?

[ they seem to expect nhs to have a particular type in mind, instead of meaning Some People vs others ]

A type of per-- er, individual, I mean.

[his fan taps against his chin.]

A personality type, might be the better way to put it.

Oh. [ they nod ] And... you are that type as well.

[ it's not a question. ]

I am.

[a nod of his own, there.]

I have been for some time, at least.

Yes. [ they tilt their head ] Because of your circumstances.

[ blue has an app understanding of all your canons, oooooo ]

[he blinks at that-- then breathes out a little huff of a laugh.]

Ah- of course you would be aware of them.

[someone had to know shit for the profiles?]

Yes. I picked you.

[ they sound very neutral when they say that, because it's not exactly a good thing, but they stand by it. ]

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